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1. |
| 3:57 | ||||
i don't know why i never told you
i don't know why i never tried when we shed these bitter skins again all these reasons come to life but now it's over i don't know wht you never asked me i don't know why you never cared when we hide these little sins again all the reasons have to die but now it's over...... NO! |
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2. |
| 5:19 | ||||
Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge The ultimate way is the way you control But can you stay if you detach your soul? Bury the present and squeeze out the past The ones you endear to never last Chemical burns and the animalistic I'm just another headline pseudo-statistic Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this Can you feel this? Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth Trying to commit to what's beneath To find the time is to lose the momentum You learn the lessons and immediately forget them Automatic and out of my reach Consult all the waste to find the key Minimal life and the polysyllabic I'm just another blank page - Push the button, pull the rage Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this Can you feel this? I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces I'm uneven I am the damaged one All my life and the damage done Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces |
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3. |
| 4:48 | ||||
One One
Two Two Three Three NIL! Chaos It's just the beginning Every promise I made i´m rescinding Center mass in the middle of the monster I'm getting tired of drowning in the constant Cry for help It's debatable The only reason that you love me is I'med up for miles To see the great big mouth shut up and apologize This is not my war This is not my fight This is something more This is not my life (This is not my) Revolution (This is not my) Convolution (This is not my) Only reason to question why Today |
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4. |
| 4:13 | ||||
I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I have to take... Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaaah! I have screamed until my veins collapsed I've waited as my time's elapsed Now, All I do is live with so much fate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact: You cannot kill what you did not create I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like one big past You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it! Put me back together Or separate the skin from bone Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me alone Tell me the reality is better than the dream But I found out the hard way, Nothing is what it seems! I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the things I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it! All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane! All I've got...all I've got is insane! I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the things I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it! |
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5. |
| 3:13 | ||||
Watch those idiosyncrasies
Watch all the idiots fall on me Running out of ways to get outta the way Take another shot just to stay the same But I need some balance - Back it off Fill your lungs 'til it makes you cough Tell me everything's gonna be alright 'Cause I don't think I'll make it through tonight The only way - Is all the way Oh - my - God It's judgement day and I'm not prepared Everybody out there's running scared So - Take a little bit off the top I don't care, just make it stop I won't give another soul... to you I won't give another life... to you You have to stop Stop! Do one thing and say something cryptic But the styles always clash One thing I know for sure The hypothetical won't work anymore One wrong move and they will pound! My nails are tight inside my wrists This sacrament is sacrilege and sentimental Deity experimental - Faith is accidental I won't give another soul... to you I won't give another life... to you I won't give another thought... to you I won't give anymore of my hope... to you |
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6. |
| 4:23 | ||||
Give me the dust of my father Stand on the face of the ancients Bare the secret flesh of time itself Follow me (Follow me) I've come so far, I'm behind again Follow me (Follow me) I wish so hard I'm there again Follow me (Follow me) Follow me (Follow me) All that I wanted were things I had before All that I needed I never needed more All of my questions are answers to my sins All of my endings waiting to begin I know the way but I falter Can't be afraid of my patience There's a sacred place Razel keeps safe Follow me (Follow me) I've seen so much I'm blind again Follow me (Follow me) I feel so bad I'm alive again Follow me (Follow me) All that I wanted were things I had before All that I needed I never needed more All of my questions are answers to my sins All of my endings waiting to begin |
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7. |
| 3:15 | ||||
I am a product - Of your conduct
The uncontrollable urges that made me Have made us all - Are you proud? Do you even care? You tought us all to lie - That's how we made it here You should have buried the truth with your secrets But you were far to impressed with your pretense Now as far as I know, I don't know anything 'Cause you made damn sure It wasn't anything Distractions, Reactions The only way ito go is to go away Discarded, Retarded Before I let you go, you have to let me Clawed away from human clay We are the borken shards, the art disarray I Before you condemn, you rape them, feed us meconium Stunt our growth from our souls to our throats - Cut! You shouldn't wall us up with your apathy But you did - Now you're only growing enemies This is the catalyst, the alpha, the first breed 'Cause you made damn sure - Now we're everything Distractions, Reactions The only way ito go is to go away Discarded, Retarded Before I let you go, you have to let me Much to my surprise, I will wake up And follow the path of the ones I am made of But this time... I won't give in I will save you from my sins (What is wrong with this manipulation... voilent and chaotic) Ensconced.. In all that's wrong I slam you shut... I can only take so much How many times do I have to mistreat you? Constantly biting my hand as I feed you Maybe now you'll understand severity I'll sum it up with the best amount of brevity Welcome to the transformation Welcome to annihilation Welcome to the man that wanted Everything but couldn't have it! Distractions, Reactions The only way ito go is to go away Discarded, Retarded Before I let you go, you have to let me Much to my surprise, I will wake up And follow the path of the ones I am made of But this time... I won't give in I will save you from my sins |
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8. |
| 5:17 | ||||
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties So fradgile yet so devious She continues to see it Climatic hands that press Her temples in my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar) She is everytihng and more The solemn hypnotic My doll you′re bathed in posession She is home to me I get neverous, perversed when I see her to worse But the stress is astounding It′s now or never she′s coming home Forever Oh (She′s the only one that makes me soar) Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction Call my name in my face, to recognize Such a fair amount called, to terrorize I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me (Yeah!) I′m a slave, and I am a master No restraints and, unchecked collectors I exist throught my name, to self ablige There is something in me, the darkness finds I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me I won′t let this build up inside of me SHE ISN′T REAL! I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL! SHE ISN′T REAL! I CAN′T MAKE HER REAL! (She isn′t real, I can′t make her real) (She isn′t real, I can′t make her real) |
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9. |
| 4:20 | ||||
I fight for the unconventional
My right and its unconditional I can only be as real as I can The disadvantage is I never knew the plan This isn't just a way to be a martyr I can't walk alone any longer I fight for the ones who can't fight And if I lose, at least I tried! We are the new diabolic We are the bitter bucolic If I have to give my life, you can have it We are the pulse of the maggots I won't be the inconsequential I can make it as severe as I can Until you realize you'll never take a stand It isn't a one-sided version We've dealt with a manic subversion I won't let the truth be perverted And I won't leave another victom deserted We are the new diabolic We are the bitter bucolic If I have to give my life, you can have it We are the pulse of the maggots (Do you understand?) Yes Say it again, say it again (We won't die) We fight 'til no one can fight us We live and no one can stop us We pull when we're pushed to far And the advantage is, the bottom line is We never had to fight in the first place We only had to spit back in their face We won't walk alone any loger What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger We are the new diabolic We are the bitter bucolic If I have to give my life, you can have it We are the pulse of the maggots (Do you understand?) Yes Say it again, say it again (We won't die) |
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10. |
| 4:39 | ||||
Go!
Stapled shut, inside and ouside would and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catostrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the sheathes Hold your breath And listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscrestions I've got no right to way, I'm just caught up all the battles Locked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath And listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! My end It justifies my means All I ever do is delay My every attempt to evade The end of the road is my end It justifies my means All I ever do is delay My every attempt to evade THE END OF THE ROAD! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH! |
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11. |
| 3:44 | ||||
She seems dressed in all the rings.. of past fatalaties
그녀는 과거의 모든 비운의 고리를 입고있는것 처럼 보였지 So fragile, yet so devious - she continues to see 너무 연약해, 그렇지만 너무 사악해 - 그녀는 계속 보고있어 Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest 기후적인 요인들이 그녀의 관자놀이와 나의 가슴을 짓눌러 Enter the night that she came home - Forever 밤이 되자 그녀는 집으로 왔지 - 영원히 Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad 오, 그녀는 날 슬프게 만드는 단 한사람 She is everytihng and more. The solemn hypnotic 그녀는 모든것 그 이상이지, 엄숙한 최면 My Dahlia. Bathed in possession - She is home to me 나의 달리아. 소유물에 젖어있는 - 그녀는 나에게 돌아왔지 I get neverous, perverse, when I see her. It's worse 내가 그녀를 볼때면 괴팍해지지 않을 수 없지, 이건 나쁜일이야 But the stress is astounding 하지만 스트레스는 몹시 놀라게 하지 It's now or never, she's coming home - Forever 지금 아니면 절대없을거야, 그녀는 집에 오고있어 - 영원히 Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad 오, 그녀는 날 슬프게 만드는 단 한사람 Hard to say what caught my attention 무엇이 날 끌어당겼는지 말하긴 힘들어 Fixed and crazy - aphid attraction 확고하고 열중해 - 진딧물의 끌어당김 Carve my name in my face - to recognize 내 얼굴에 나의 이름을 새겨놓았지 - 알아보기 위해서 Such a pheromone cult to terrorize 탄압하기 위한 페로몬 숭배처럼 I won't let this build up inside of me... 난 나의 내면을 이렇게 만들고 싶지 않아 I'm a slave and I am a master 난 노예이자 지배자이지 No restraints and unchecked collectors 구속과 억제되지 않은 수집가는 없어 I exist throught my need - to self-oblige 난 스스로의 요구를 통해 존재하고 있어 She is something in me that I despise 그녀는 내가 멸시하는 내안의 무엇가야 I won't let this build up inside of me... 난 나의 내면을 이렇게 만들고 싶지 않아 She isn't real - I can't make her real 그녀는 실제가 아니야 - 난 그녀를 현실로 만들수 없어 |
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12. |
| 4:28 | ||||
Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined) Your opinion (my justification) Happy (safe) Servent (caged) Malice (heart of weakness) No toleration Invade (committed) Enraged (admit it) Don't condescend (don't even disagree) Decide (decay) Dissapoint (delay) You suffered then, now suffer unto me. Obsession, take another look. Remember, every chance you took. Decide, you live with me Or give up - any thought you want to be free (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate. Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL) Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME) I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU) I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME) Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME) Possesion (feed my only vice) Confession (i wont tell you twice) Decide - (either die for me) Or give up - any thought you want to be free. (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate. (Yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh) Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate) You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent) Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent) Fingers on your skin, let me savage in YOU DESERVE IT. YOU DESERVE IT. YOU DESERVE IT. YOU DESERVE IT. (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you) (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you) (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you) (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate. You're mine (you are you are) You're mine (you are you are) You're mine YOU'RE MINE |
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13. |
| 5:25 | ||||
(Yeah)
I can see you but you can't see me I'd protect you if you wouldn't, kill me Are you certain that you fell down? I'm just waiting, so you really let your gun down? Your relaxed, your sublime, your amazing You don't even know the danger you're facing If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you And if you hear me I'll make sure to try to find you I've been with you all day I'm trying to stay calm I've been beaten and it's really hard to breathe I'm going to enter you and kill you there with me The violet's down Don't get to make a sound Oh God I'm feeling it It's making feeling pecks My skin is caving in My heart is craving out No mercy, no remorse And its going off course (watch me) Bring me to my knees (waiting) I am your disease (lover) Can I step down please (lover) You don't love me (wait, no, wait, no, wait, wait, not yet, no wait) I'm treading through my veins I'm trying to hold on You can bare a mole thats almost worth from me I'm gonna to tear you apart and make you see MAKE YOU SEE! (watch me) Bring me to my knees (waiting) I am your disease (lover) Can I step down please (lover) You don't love me This is the virus THE VIRUS OF LIFE It gets inside us AND HURTS US INSIDE This is the virus THE VIRUS OF LIFE This is inside us THE ONE THAT CONNECTS It's almost time to play It's time to be afraid I can't control the pain I can't control in me I'm glad I'm ready now You're almost ready now I'm gunna raid it now I'm gonna break it down I see you in the dark I see you all the way I see you in the light I see you bright as day I wanna suck your face I wanna suck your soul I wanna wear your face I WANT TO BREAK IT ALL (watch me) Bring me to my knees (waiting) I am your disease (lover) Can I step down please (lover) You don't love me This is the virus, the virus of life This is the virus, the virus of life This is the virus, the virus of life This is the virus, the virus of life THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE! THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE! THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE! THIS IS THE VIRUS, THE VIRUS OF LIFE! |
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14. |
| 3:14 | ||||
We too feel alone
That place in my mind Is that space that you call mine That place in my mind Is that space that you call mine Where have I been all this time? Lost enslaved fatal decline I've been waiting for this to unfold (Good) The pieces are only as good as the whole Severed myself from my whole life Cut out the only thing that was right What If I never saw you again I'd die right next to you in the end That place in my mind Is that space that you call mine That place in my mind Is that space that you call mine I won't let you walk away Without hearing what I have to say Without hearing what I have to say Without hearing what I have to say |