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| 4:24 | 
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Woe to me, battered man
raise the monolith deitize my spirit rise like days the world forgets - down the drain - laid to lame a fool-ass hearty bliss borderline suicide, celebrate before my death your promised land divide, that's why the world lies. I give up. That's enough. I give up. I'm underneath my life. dog in heat, beware the street its there you'll meet your end poverty is not for me, but I'll take her back again to prove a point, to laugh it off, to cross you off my path, grip the night, pull the cord, a much inspired wrath. your promised land divide, that's where the world lies. I give up. That's enough. I give up. I'm underneath my life. carry me back from the war and from the lord. |
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| 2. |
| 4:37 |
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free at last, I'm the past,
undone in unknown prison, I'm holding on. Peace and need? A mouth to feed? I'm standing way on the other side. I'm staring right back at myself, and through it's frozen image, I'm laughing right back at my health - Lifelong Arms in knots, never spot, My blood is fading on the world. Stealing keys? Soul to me? and to the Brotherhood with what writes the pain. I'm staring right back at myself, and through it's frozen image, I'm laughing right back at my health - Lifelong I'm a lifer. I'm staring right back at myself, and through it's frozen image, I'm laughing right back at my health I'm a lifer. |
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| 3. |
| 3:58 |
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Crumbling world falls through my hands
In my mouth taste bitter sands. Grass is burning, pulse is slow. Drip by drip my backwards growth... crawl. Fade to hate. And I'll die within my fade Wine, song, women, birth This deflowered mother earth Planting, plowing, how she grieves. The seeds that grow these dying trees Fade to hate |
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| 4. |
| 4:03 |
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lay me low. head burning drunk. I don't need none that's right man I'm fine but what I've got to know, is have I wasted time? My eyes are blind to almost everything you see. and I'm drowning through sorrow - you recognize me - be me for a change (fucked) under the silk, in a box of pine, and that's dying - not a single other life ever will have felt my price is it worth the risk to be revived? and I'm dying, I'm hollow - It won't deny me - be me for a change (fucked) on the last day they'll take it all away on and outta my mind gimme some medicine... and I'm drowning through sorrow - it won't deny me - be me for a change (fucked) yeah, one more time... long day kill me long |
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| 5. |
| 3:29 |
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because of that lone feeling, that I might fail. So fuck it. I just smoke let me feel stoned 6th hour. I still fail to rise, and I cower in reality's eyes, so I just smoke let me feel stoned let that paranoia cut my head off. I'm low down crying shame today smoke stoned I have fallen scattered the wave alone I'm crying broken shade So I just smoke let me feel stoned I can't feel you you can't brave (the river?) no more sadness no more pain not what feeds you but what raves no more sadness no more... |
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| 6. |
| 4:46 |
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Woe to me, battered man
raise the monolith deitize my spirit rise like days the world forgets - down the drain - laid to lame a fool-ass hearty bliss borderline suicide, celebrate before my death your promised land divide, that's why the world lies. I give up. That's enough. I give up. I'm underneath my life. dog in heat, beware the street its there you'll meet your end poverty is not for me, but I'll take her back again to prove a point, to laugh it off, to cross you off my path, grip the night, pull the cord, a much inspired wrath. your promised land divide, that's where the world lies. I give up. That's enough. I give up. I'm underneath my life. carry me back from the war and from the lord. |
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| 7. |
| 5:14 |
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goddamn!
this time it's real, it's a love that I feel. I may be tainted but god knows it's good to me, 'cause you see - I leave my woes at stranger's road dispose, and let the sun back on my face. It's a soul sense of pride, good lord the south is blind, but she gives me so much sufferage with my pain, I feel the strain when I get behind a big slow day I've fucked it all was that down? was that family? I leave my woes at stranger's road dispose. and let the sun back in my face. It's a soul sense of pride, good lord the south is blind, but she will never let me go back to being sane but please let me die there... cold war leaves me there... let me die there... |
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| 8. |
| 5:17 |
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One day, the strain
I've never felt like this before Our lives capsized, one man will give back Be clm my love Why don't you kneel for me? I write for sight One day you'll find me in the corner More sublime, But I still never died before... |
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| 9. |
| 4:22 |
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my brain distorts the pleasure,
no facts behind my eyes. this pain I've come to treasure, being down has become my life... don't know which one is real, been kicked in the groin I drown the way I feel, thoughI will to go Losing all I'm lord of misery I'm king of the hill I'm a broken man of the world in a state of my wrists are slit, I'm losing all. gun at my head, I'm losing all. my bones are broken, I'm losing all last time I had, I'm losing all Losing all |
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| 10. |
| 4:43 |
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About of deep depression.
Can't seem to move it forward. My lying eyes lie awake. Not sure what I am after. I never died before. Can't help what happened yesterday. I never stoned the crow, no. Flip through endless stories. A life of hand-written pain. No one can share this hurt that is mine, mine, mine. I never died before. Can't be what happened yesterday. I shouldn't stone the crow, no. Ride on! Same old city, same old tale. No matter how I try, No matter what I say, I'm blamed, I'm shamed, I'm judged unfairly. So now I've died before. It feels as bad as yesterday. I never stoned the crow, no. You too have died before. I fought as hard as yesterday I never stoned the crow, stoned the crow, no, no. |
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| 1:08 | 
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12. |
| 3:35 |
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My time, all my life
some way, I saved the memory, the pending, the family, surround me a god given time, a god given gift of life. a time to take away, to kill the pain, to give me to the ground. the pills, the windowsill razorblade, great escape so lonely, the feeling, the slipping, the bleeding good lord where are you found? carry judgement way underground did you laugh at me, now alone? shoulda changed my way by now... hero... a god given time, a god given gift of life. a time to take away, to kill the pain, to give me to the ground. |
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| 13. |
| 7:04 |
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When does a holding keep me from myself...
No chance was given to find myself today... My time of aging... wonder when I'll die... But When My Time Will Come I Know The Reason WHYYYY!!! I have an escape, alone it keeps me safe and in my home I have a reason, to keep me satisfied until I'm gone Don't regret the rules I broke When I die bury me in smoke Under the world I wait for my fate My bodies lying benesth my blissful state My time of aging wonder when Ill die But when my time will come, I know the reason why I have an escape, alone it keeps me safe and in my home I have a reason, to keep me satisfied until I'm gone Don't regret the rules I broke When I die bury me in smoke |
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