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| 1. |
| 3:42 | 
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I'm not the first you sucked down
I drank your pleasure slow Then stumbled out from your veil Still I've come for you tonight Choke my faith and stab my pride And tell myself that [Chorus:] This is the last time This is the last time This is the last time now I'll bleed for you Preservation or predation As I'm reeling I don't know Crumbled I spill out of your hand I want to fall And you see it all And you'll just laugh when I say [Chorus] And everything I feel I know you know And everything that heals I know you know And everything that steals I know you know And everything that kills you now And tell myself that [Chorus] |
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| 2. |
| 3:57 |
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memories are just where you laid them
drag the waters 'til the depths give up their dead what did you expect to find? was there something you left behind? don't you rimember anything i said when i said don't fall away, and leave me to myself don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands love lies bleeding oh hold me now i feel contagious am i the only place that you're left to go she cries her life is like some movie in black and white dead actors faking lines over and over and over again she cries don't fall away, and leave me to myself don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands love lies bleeding and i wanted you turned away you don't remember, but i do you never even tried don't fall away, and leave me to myself don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again. |
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| 3. |
| 3:25 |
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Mister could you maybe lend a hand
To held a drowning, starving, soulless man Whose eyes are blind and feelings all but numb Whose ears are all so deaf and mouth is dumb [Chorus:] This is the way, is the way I fill your spaces now It's the way, it's the way Cause all that's been left for me Is the fight to fill these empty spaces now Night is day and day is night again And all that's eating bites with toothy grins The pages of my memory torn in twain Where recunstructing lies could not contain [Chorus] |
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| 4. |
| 3:16 |
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Chase the sun in my head
Blistered skin turning red I can't complain It's something to do Cloud my mind and erase you [Chorus:] Since you're gone All is wrong Nothing feels the same down here And if you're gone And I'm alone Whose heart will I scar now dear? Fall in, fall out Break free, break down Feel my legs pushing through This world I built around you I know the blame Is not apon you I know the heartless things I chose [Chorus] Fall in, fall out Break free, break down One look and I die One kiss, goodbye Drag this frown from my face Force a smile to take its place I can pretend that I'm not confused And I don't need the likes of you Fall in, fall out Break free, break down One look and I die One kiss, goodbye |
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| 5. |
| 3:15 |
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Had a bad day again
She said i would not understand She left a note and said i'm sorry i Had a bad day again She spilled her coffe, broke her shoelace Smeared the lipstick on her face Slammed the door and said i'm sorry i Had a bad day again And she swears there's nothing wrong I hear her playing the same old song She puts me off and puts me on And had a bad day again She said i would not understand Left a note and said i'm sorry i Had a bad day again |
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| 6. |
| 2:55 |
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Lay me down in sheets of linen where she lies
I know she's grinning in there Crossed your heart and hoped to die And still you broke that spirit that I bear [Chorus] Lay me down for a while Maybe you can tell me why All my dreams are so defiled And prove to me You're something like human! Lay me down in sheets of linen where she hides I know I'm going nowhere Everything I hoped to be and feel Is in those lies you're telling somewhere [Chorus] |
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| 7. |
| 4:26 |
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I've seen your "Johnny Come Lately"
Seen your exiled love parade For you another is so easy One more mask for the charade [Chorus:] Yeah you don't hear the sounds I hear Yeah you don't feel the fear you fear The distance that is there Well it's wearing really thin now And breaking you down is gonna be so easy I've felt your high and mighty Parasols and darkest shades Your sideways glance says maybe Longing eyes give you away [Chorus] We'll walk this way now baby Bring the pleasure bring the pain Your secret's safe with me for saving No one has to know you came |
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| 8. |
| 3:32 |
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I gave you everything
I gave you trust and salvation I gave you everything that I could provide I gave you strength to stand and you shoved me Down [Chorus:] I know you want me to love you But all you ever do is bring me down Won't you go away forever? I've felt the world of pain Brought me to the water and then left me dry Took the drug from the user Took all my strength to run the shoved me Down [Chorus] It's kinda freaky just to see you crawl And all you can do is stare I know you're tripping When I kick you to the curb Like you kicked me |
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| 9. |
| 2:57 |
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Draw the shades to close my eyes
(I never want to see again) I found the cost of courage high (Sometimes hard to pay) I hear the song the sirens sing (Calling on the shore for me) So sell your soul and try to fly (The teather still remains) And all the finer things they laid apon my table Smiled as their hooks were slowly sinking in Another pill I'm to consume (To make me learn to feel again) Followed by another one (To make me loose the same) God if I could recognize (The things to make me whole again) And draw this air into my lungs (Remember how to breathe) For as the curtain rose I danced as I was able Felt my deception slowly sinking in So I turn to you my love (For the solace that is there) And offer any cherished thing (For a slight reprieve) I hoped that you might find me here (And I could learn to smile again) As a balm for these wounds (Take away the sting) And as the band did play your body I did cradle I should have known that song would have to end |
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| 10. |
| 3:18 |
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Give me one good reason
To why you're so blind I covered your back again And you'd better cover mine [Chorus:] If I turned and walked aay Would you stick your knives in me How much longer til you break Until I walk away, walk away from you Give me one good reason To why you're so unkind You know I believe, believe it's true You know I believe in you [Chorus] |
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| 11. |
| 3:40 |
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satan,you know where i lie
gently i go, into that good night all our lives get complicated the search for pleasure's overrated never harmed our souls for what the future would hold we were innocent innocent angels, lend me your might forfeit all my lives to get just one right all those colors long since faded all our smiles are confiscated never were we told we'd be bought and sold we were innocent yeah yeah this prayer is for me tonight this far down that line - we still ain't got it right oh and our confessions lie instated our next sin is contemplated never did we now what the future would hold oh that we'd be bought and sold no, we were innocent innocent we were innocent ohh.. |
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| 12. |
| 4:22 |
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All this time
I thought this coming down was fine Now everything I fought to grow Is withered hanging on that vine [Chorus:] And all I wanted Was all I needed you know And everything good in my life If you have to take it all way Oh, no, take it all away, oh, no no no... Take it slow. Everything I try to find Is every love I'll never hold And in your garden now The weeds are choking weeds we've known [Chorus] Now you find Your own savior for a time And if you try my love I hope you'll find your cure in time |
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