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Set against these hardest hours
Anger paled, for in this fear the theft of privacy We all see it break sometimes see it tear us apart that which left behind screams out loud this night So much is asked in silence Except not and you'll find Thousand miles from the nearest truth Rotating, Entangled - I continue not to heal Another No-Night waits its turn So I call upon My freecard To postpone If time was one with many faces Which one would call to me? Where all our paths in one now end That with the power to gather the mislead now will lead them all astray So push it ever further To unsuspecting dark Build that second layer For the hours to take fast A rest from the giving Like a heart between beats Greater than the need for community The need for the right solitude Come to know that outrage is inevitable Though many try, an escape is unsuccessful In the midst of a nerve-night The victim of soulkill True self is mere toture Death rides these nerves Another No-Night waits its turn So I call upon My freecard To postpone |
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| 2. |
| 5:57 |
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Gentle storm, thundering silence
Inferior force, uncontrolled calm Vital unlife, logic, chaos, logic The tone of which his birth ascend The beat that of a heart descend Repeating in the infinite An insight made it clear Order stormed the surface Where chaos set the norm Had there always been balance? ...Surely not Therein lies the beauty It was solid Yet everchanging It was different Yet the same So I starve myself for energy The song around his soul will bend The notes that in this hole will melt Crawl out of science A dreamland if you dare Disorder clawed the boundaries We're ordered to stand clear Was it always different ...Never the same? Therein lies the beauty It was solid Yet everchanging It was different Yet the same So I starve myself for Energy As there was no witnesses There was nothing to be told As nothing could be grasped The story could unfold Superimposed on the elements of anger Fear, anxiety | hate | despair | remorse So break from all that fear hold fast Exposed, now turn to all you lack Let echoes be the answers Return from all the screams Wordless now the last attack So silent it hurts to listen Was it always solid To never change? Therein lies the beauty It was solid... |
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| 3. |
| 5:13 |
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there were words of lust in these arms
arms of the stranger and there in silence though were words words of no milder so in thinking of that madness that ravaged the thoughts in the loneliest of (hours) i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now the demand i get from excellence the void i felt from answering not only an addiction it generated need in these endless nights of freezing my weight on the other side, the other (side) i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns of uncontrol now .. i resist without control feel the thorns of uncontrol claws that set in sleeps' december let loose on the verge talked to me as strangers once did the tone was set for winter sweet uncontrol beyond proportions into the night so strike me deeper ... i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns of alcohol feel the thorns of uncontrol now feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns the death that craved no life now ended in return, in return drifting uncontrolably within the night sweet uncontrol beyond proportions into the night so strike me deeper |
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| 4. |
| 6:09 |
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Outsmart the fever.
And take us farther from. The killing life in capsules, A life that can't belong. If I wake up dead to world, With the helm at my command. The reaching out of this.. Oh, faced tomorrow. In the eleventh hour, beckoned closer. Now as nightfall sends its grace. Oh, cue to enter, the insatiable ideal. Slam it shut. But the portal pounding lingers. What it is. Is time undone? I cannot falter in the security of labor. Was I supposed to believe? Where did I sign? Oh did I miss, Oh, the Auction? Oh where my life.. Where did I sign? Did I miss... The Auction? Went the half mile, Wondered when the resolution would come. Life became to solid, Diluted by the essence of denial. Caught in fire's eye. Oh the self and the filter that is I. My lip was venom. Words formed in my mouth, And hid beneath the tongue. Never to be.. Never to be seen.. Where did I sign? Oh did I miss, Oh the Auction. Oh where my life.. Where did I sign? Did I miss, the Auction? Was I supposed to believe? Where did I sign? Oh did I miss, Oh, the Auction? Oh where my life, Where did I sign? Did I miss, the Auction? Oh where my life! Where did I sign? Oh did I miss, the Auction? Where my life.. Where did I sign.. Did I miss.. The Auction, where my life went under the club.. |
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| 5. |
| 4:50 |
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Faintly arisen | Tenderly torn
Dream like decision, unconsciously born Firm in conviction yet tempt me they can deny me of trust and the demon i hide A drive to be less then the fortunate a dream in the casket of Eden Crave that which you do not desire cling tightly to your deepest fear I rose greatest monument again and again I bear greatest treasure of time and word Treason split on the loneliest of graves Desperation dealt the losing hand again Wherein lie the purpose of the day? Is there return in sadness? Does your ceiling differ much from mine where we see each other Here in this light Is that pillow more then a frame that holds the chaos fast? Now his hand a fist gain control Silence fell and eyes now widened filling up, the strange collapsing capable of the ending, froze in the tracks brought to a bitter halt On the floor it seems the steps are showing left a print just like it did in me What has been and will be never care cause i was in between As i said one with one foot in loneliness You hide here in me |
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| 6. |
| 4:19 |
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upon our evening when the sun fired blanks
there rode the sickness out of our sight carried torches burned out long before it's time among these ruins where our love to be found ambition falters when no better is to be known cling to the unfounded pride death to our belonging and our ministy of two set the higher standard and to a greater fall descend slaves to one another and to others be it not soothing be temptation force the conscience to a halt caused a high vibration a tender light to be part of you the two-way escape |
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| 7. |
| 6:16 |
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What late forgotten night
To emptiness has given And now November morning Will be taken asunder The shovel stained with dirt in the hours of belonging Dug into the undiscovered Of a life, a pest, a plague Falling back into the arms - no, never Admitting to a life alone - no There are sparks inside Outside looking back - no The lie never stopped ... Cling to the wave, it cried And onward to the night Expecting not and nothing In the presence of a lie The deeper that it dug, the more now had to go Surrender was a fact and the room was decorated No, no, no - the lie never stopped What late forgotten night To emptiness has given ... The strangers Oh, may they come In ignorance's disguise So in the dark walking To leave the last of times Knee-deep in desperation To fill the gap behind ... Boldly tread the night forever November thoughts are right - oh, never Taken from the fall - no Frightened by the key, but the trail behind the house Felt compelling and new - the lie never stopped Found at loss for words, now words aren't enough Someone told A vacancy was open Someone laughed The silence here was broken Dug up to make room The room which you furnished and graced There is no vacancy The least can fill the fountain The most will flood the mold |
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| 8. |
| 3:10 |
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Waiting for the day to end..
The silence came too late. I turn my eyes inside, Close the lids, deny the world to enter. 'Cause I'm turning the desires down. Again rose the monstrous of hours in between. Taint the thought, the trauma born inside. All the thoughts that you defined. Tread the light again. Take the pain away. It feels as though time as tears, Never seem to end. 'Cause I'm turning the desires down. Again rose the monstrous of hours in between. Taint the thought, the trauma born inside. As I hold you, and I try to make sure. These treasures that I hide. These treasures that I hide.. 'Cause I'm turning the desires down, Again rose the monstrous of hours in between. Taint the thought, the trauma born inside. |
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| 9. |
| 4:41 |
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Where were the eyes that followed
How could they've found? These misery's merchants Struck the message deep "We have come to stay" Dogs fled there in the dark of his path Feared him as once they all did Like a ghost in daylight On an overcrowded street He wishes To be something he is not Like a shadow at midnight That originate in air He wishes to release Deep in the back it had caught him The anchor they threw at his life Oh these misery's merchants Dragged through life as a burden Rushed off to his cage of glass To open the single window A means of escape, out in the open There are still holes in these walls Puking information into the unwanting Probing the last hope of defense So he plugged up the holes Shut the outside window In doing that, madness payed a visit ...and then suddenly in mid-thought Escape was a factor and as from inside Pushing out were words Through fingers came uncovering Revealing the truth of him there in the dark... Skin began to crawl as they neared him Is all pleasure release? Oh these misery's merchants Saw the message clear "It is time to pay" Like A Ghost In Daylight On an overcrowded street |
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| 10. |
| 5:40 |
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neither here nor there
in our unity of twine solitary sanity traded in for life once we crawled into the artificial night all was left, and i arrived on your time on your time ...and so young and brave i was there on your time... .. -there in the collision wish answers could arrive was i kept up for this? did the physical emotion break the fall of sleep? i'd never thought of things that you would say i could never tell if what you said were lies lies .. it's in here eating it's down there drinking be with me not against me bear with it love against me i've never known if there was enough time i could never tell if it was done just right- i've never known i've never known i've never known if there was enough time could never tell could never tell could never tell if it was done just right an icicle thrust to soothe the disorder between the eyes where the well is the deepest the deepest well -i've never known if there was enough time i could never tell if it was done just right ... so unease carried words that spoke of no matter was i held here for this? did the path of devotion stray from what you felt? i've never seen things here in this light i could never tell if your touch was deeper than skin- .. i live on your time once i thought that what no time could heal was here in me, but time proved me wrong deeper still, toward an outward pride no more lies, i'm here on your time |
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| 11. |
| 5:23 |
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there were words of lust in these arms
arms of the stranger and there in silence though were words words of no milder so in thinking of that madness that ravaged the thoughts in the loneliest of (hours) i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now the demand i get from excellence the void i felt from answering not only an addiction it generated need in these endless nights of freezing my weight on the other side, the other (side) i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns of uncontrol now .. i resist without control feel the thorns of uncontrol claws that set in sleeps' december let loose on the verge talked to me as strangers once did the tone was set for winter sweet uncontrol beyond proportions into the night so strike me deeper ... i resist without control i resist without control i resist without control now feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns of alcohol feel the thorns of uncontrol now feel the thorns of uncontrol feel the thorns the death that craved no life now ended in return, in return drifting uncontrolably within the night sweet uncontrol beyond proportions into the night so strike me deeper |
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