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| 1. |
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Resist one more time walked the line
burning through the pages of my life cuz i cant help myself decide if i wasnt to live or die try to understand why i'm killing myself with my own hand no solution mass confusion that situation that i'm facing can't stop chasing memories i can't ignore these casualties fallacies come with ease off the tongue of the enemy that voice keeps telling me gotta find myself cant keep living off and on turn my head and all is gone can't let it get the best of me no time keeps ticking on and on turn my head and all is gone night falls no sleep start to flow heat straight to my veins eliminate the pain the warm feeling healing my soul dealing control sanctuary necessary to let go and before i die heal myself inside and before i die kill myself insice gotta find myself Repeat cant let go no way stay clear never back trak keep you head on straight know where your hearts at stay real to yourself never give up you get up find yourself inside youself time marches on and on and still the same old song boredom perpetuates stagnation which creates confusion in you head depression that you dread so check that mental health you got to gree yourself now gotta find myself repeat cant let it get the best of me no |
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| 2. |
| 3:11 |
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Feels so cold to be abandoned
i cant see past what you have done memoried how they fade away now you want to come back i walked away from you no fuckin' tears for them lost years i took the pain then i turned it to hatred so dead to me no fantasy my own blood is the enemy remedy long gone test me be strong let me move on kill the memories that i see only tragedy from his belt to his hands to his fist i cant felive this i cant forgive this i locked you out these years this hatred cries in my head i locked you out these years this hatred cries in my head steady coming with that friendly fire shooting me down two caps to the back dropped face first hit the ground never around so in the fucking mind you're dead and now that you're alone you want to be my friend to foe who got control now i'm the one thats walking away so what do you gotta say lying bruised and beat kicked to the curb you're not my gather dont bother because you never were take that motherfucker i locked you out these years this hatred cries in my head i locked you out these years this hatred cries in my head striving forever to find who i am abandonment how i can taste it my resentment time to face it on my knees oh god replace it cant believe it i cant take it on the brink of a break down no love found in my soul straight from the get go nothing left in this heart just a motherfucking stab in the back back in my life yeah right i locked you out these years this hatred cries in my head i locked you out these years this hatred cries in my head stabbed in the back filled with hate nothing else to say cuz i walked away |
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| 3. |
| 3:49 |
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Would you let me take control
if i told you that i would never love another build a prison for you soul with the shelter i provide surely we could live forever feel addiction take control i know no other way reality its just fantasy again if i could penetrate you soul i'd help you find a way to make fantasy reality again would you let me take you home fulfill my every need keep you in this spell you're under cause nows the time to let you know if you only take my hand never will there be another feel addiction take control i know no other way reality its just fantasy again if i could penetrate you soul i'd help you find a way to make fantasy reality again hold you down again i wont let you breath i see redemption in your eyes although i always seem to make you cry so high off the pain that i give to you hold you down till you cant breath you cant leave or perceive that you're better off without me i cut you down before you get a chance to doubt me no love is sicker than the one we've found keep a frown on you face so you'll never replace me feel addiction take control i know no other way reality its just fantasy again if i could penetrate you soul i'd help you find a way to make fantasy reality again feel addiction take control i know no other way reality its just fantasy again if i could penetrate you soul i'd help you find a way to make fantasy reality again |
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| 4. |
| 3:10 |
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I can see that you cant see the blind leads the blind
one voice one mind guess you bought the facade so give up your soul to the TV god now no struggle no fight when you're told what is wrong and told what is right not a thought not a peep cuz you have no say in the land of the sheep livin' in the land of the sheep wide awake or fast asleep cant think for yourself lie down get beat by the media's primary function brainwash the masses death and destruction burn my eyes till my sight is blurred herd the flock where the flock cant be heard land of the sheep home of the slave one foot in the grave no we cant be saved they blind my eyes for fear of my mind resist the system light it up let it burn they blind my eyes for fear of my mind wont submit to my suicide ignorance breeds ignorance amidst all the pain anger guilt and shame violence seems the american dream its playing 24-7 on the silver screen target our childern product to sell when they turn eightteen lock 'em up in a cell no rehabilitation crime vacation land of the sheep lost generation they blind my eyes for fear of my mind resist the system light it up let it burn they blind my eyes for fear of my mind wont submit to my suicide you can't bring me down x4 you cant reject me take away my pride you say you hate me how can you hate me you helped create me and now i stand your nightmare has been given life never die never die they blind my eyes for fear of my mind resist the system light it up let it burn they blind my eyes for fear of my mind wont submit to my suicide and think for yourself resist resist and think for yourself resist dont surrender you have got to think think for yourself |
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| 5. |
| 4:10 |
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Look away cuz i'm strange in my mind
lets make a place for me so i feel right inside lost what is gone need to know to cary on if i'd only see the light maybe then i'd be alright i know they'd rather see me down on my knees than on my feet tell me whats this world we're living in sometimes it seems so strange on the outside looking in no light another man with a blood shot soul get up dont be one stand up control destiny dont back away guns are blasting hating me cant take me i've got to survive first the order the hit then forget its all justified no retreat defeat all that complete life full of tears sin for 2000 years be not afraid thats what they say i'm fed more lies see my violent self all has passed away but dreams stay alive lost what is gone need to know to cary on if i'd only see the light maybe then i'd be alright i know they'd rather see me down on my knees than on my feet tell me whats this world we're living in sometimes it seems so strange on the outside looking in no light another man with a blood shot soul get up dont be one stand up control destiny dont back away guns are blasting hating me cant take me i've got to survive first the order the hit then forget its all justified no retreat defeat all that complete life full of tears sin for 2000 year test the best check pride inside minds never the enemy i ain't ever going to die first you're here today and then you're gone tomorrow why must we live this way everyday wasting our lives not all has gone away i shed a tear of sorrow too bad we couldn't stay one more day follow me tonight tonight let's go fly away tomorrow where everything's alright everything's alright on the outside looking in no light another man with a blood shot soul get up dont be one stand up control destiny dont back away guns are blasting hating me cant take me i've got to survive first the order the hit then forget its all justified no retreat defeat all that complete life full of tears sin for 2000 year |
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| 6. |
| 2:40 |
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Burnmy cit's on fireburnmodern day tragedycrim on the risepolice brutalitymy reality's B-A-Dcuz the F-A-C-T of the matter'sgetting saddercheck itno unity in my communityeveryone for themselfesthat's they way
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| 7. |
| 3:32 |
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We gotta stop it cuz we cant feed this disease
too many dead and too many living on their knees heavenly father make us stronger help us live in pease kill this fucking sickness i need to feel my soul release we done our time yeah we felt the pain that life can give everyday steady dying lord but still we live so confused abused and still insanity seems the only way that i can feel humanity breath it out or we sink so far down so far down fool you kill your brother and you think that makes you a man try to tell his mother why she'll never see her son again fucking coward go hid behind your false pride street talking facade helps you justify this genocide that's the card you deal to hide the pain you feel claimin' homey love but i'm telling you it isn't real no ones got your back when its time for you to go cuz when you leave this world you'll be going out alone breath it out or we sink so far down so far down breath it out or we sink so far down so far down so try to understand we've got to save ourselves cuz our fate lies in our hands it's you and no one else breath it out or we sink so far down so far down breath it out or we sink so far down so far down we gotta breathe it out we gotta save ourselfes cry out kill the violence cryout chant the freedom we gotta breathe it out we gotta save ourselves cry out kill the violence cry out chant the freedom |
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| 8. |
| 3:13 |
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Lies*catholic faith, american pride, marital vows, the perfect bridefallin' in love, trust in man, someday you'll understandblood runs deeper, equal rights, follow me you're safe tonightplastic smile, her tear filled eyesall of these are fucking lies**everything that i have seen in my life leaves me blindall are fuckin' lies** Repeatknight in shining armore karmadishonor heaven and hell and nirvanapromises perfect and serve believe in meyou have my wordA.D.D. conversing up assassinations beginners luckbrother love caucasian christall of these are fucking lies** Repeatfallacies have blackened my souland i burn because i feel controlledso i do what i gotta dovoice my hatred love has fadedjaded by the world that i'm living infuck no i ain't that nodel citizenjust a hood tryin' to get the dividendseeing right throught thosethey just want to keep us down in this lifeso we have no insight to what the fuck is really going onon the insidedesensitized to neutalizeso there'll be no resistance aimed at their existencefor instance nine to five slavepresistencebrain washing billboards make for big businesssubliminal visuals criminal individualssuits and ties disguise the lies they advertisei'm checking the damage they've done it's like i'm starin'n at the sunburnin'turning my heart into stone left me alone in this battle zonethere aint no way outyou gotta pay out with damnation or pacification* Repeat** Repeat (x2)everything that i see all lieseverything that i see all lieseverything that i see all lieseverything that i see all lies
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| 9. |
| 3:43 |
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Listen to me jesus
this disease deceives us takes us for a flight then shoots us down we need some protection from this soul infection help us save ourselves before we drown fight on fight on i cant release myself calm the storm that builds inside kill off emotions and i'm strung out again i cant escape myself cuz i've been running all my life kill off emotions and i'm sturng out again a little hit can take away my fears and make me feel a real man selling all i have to make me whole i can feel the fire fueling me now i've lost control fight on fight on i cant release myself calm the storm that builds inside kill off emotions and i'm strung out again i cant escape myself cuz i've been running all my life kill off emotions and i'm sturng out again i'm sick and tired of being sick and fucking tired heard the last shot rired walked the high wire no desire left now that i accept hanging by a rope seen a little bit of hope gotta cope this aint no fucking joke cuz my next binge with the syringe might do me in take me out down for the count you're living in this chaos that aint what i'm about motherfucker i see you wasing away you look at me and you see the same why must we be normal and sane why must we live this life of pain i cant release myself calm the storm that builds inside kill off emotions and i'm strung out again i cant escape myself cuz i've been running all my life kill off emotions and i'm sturng out again i'm just a slave headed for the grave anyway i'm just a slave |
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| 10. |
| 4:21 |
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You convinced youself you had nothing
nothing left to give in this world filled with pain you memore remains i wish i could have said something to make you change your mind but it's done it's too late know everything is wrong know everything is wrong now that lisa's gone i remember when we used to be friends those high school days are a haze now i'm amazed how the years slipped away memories faded but you were always a queen to me it's so sad to see this loss is a tragedy no lie playing on my sanity now i shed those tears for your family and everyone who knew you loved you what went wrong too young to pass on i can't believe i can't believe that you achieved to relieve yourself a broken girl in a mixed up world walked out the door i hope you found what you were looking for know everything is wrong know everything is wrong now that lisa's gone now that lisa's gone now that lisa's gone turn another page i guess that life goes on take it day by day it sometimes feels so wrong turn another page i guess that life goes on take it day by day know everything is wrong know everything is wrong now that lisa's gone now that lisa's gone now that lisa's gone now that lisa's gone |
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| 11. |
| 2:57 |
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Finished with my woman
'cause she couldn't help me with my mind People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy, Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify Can you help me occupy my brain? Oh yeah I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find, I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind paranoid the walls are closing in i cant breathe cant sleep afraid to live another day too late to bow my head and prey hate flowing through my veins i cant change re-arrange just a victim a casualty war waged on humanity lost my way in the darkness of the daylight cant run cant hide no love no fight brought to my knees by this fate i cant avoid scared of my own shadow its a battle living paranoid make a joke and i will sigh and you will laugh and i will cry happiness i can not feel so love to me is so unreal and so as you hear these words telling you now of my state i tell you to enjoy life i wish i could but its too late |
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| 12. |
| 4:16 |
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the past is gone
fading like the sunset fills me up inside dropping like a death threat well i'm a lover and then a fighter no easy rider just like my fallen brothers watchin' over me hip to the game but the game brought the pain starin' at the walls i'm wondering how i'm gonna make it out destiny to victory you gotta run before you crawl you must rise above it listen up to our life all your dreams are misgueided hang on holding on to your pride but it wont get you what you want life will bring you up life will put you down life will build you up and then burn you down life will bring you up life will put you down life will build you upand then burn you down step inside and testify you're starin' at you death but you won't stop to catch you motherfucking breath petty bangsters playin' up the pranksters runnin' from the officer city executioner come alive dont dive into the violent life so leave the light on cause i'll be coming right on up quick fast as i dash for the cash i'm leaving all those other motherfuckers in the past |
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